Phillip Schofield and Kelly Holmes in tears as she makes heartbreaking confession after coming out as gay

20 Jun 2022, 12:03
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20 Jun 2022, 12:10

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Dame Kelly Holmes, Phillip Schofield, This Morning

Phillip Schofield become emotional as Dame Kelly Holmes spoke about having to hide her sexuality for years.

The emotional This Morning interview comes just days after the former Olympian came out as gay.

During the chat, Kelly heartbreakingly admitted she doesn’t feel like she’s “ever been happy” or “lived her life”.

Dame Kelly Holmes was on the show today (Credit: ITV)

Dame Kelly Holmes on This Morning today

This weekend, Dame Kelly, 52, came out as gay.

The former Olympic athlete revealed that she had hidden her sexuality for 34 years. She confessed that she had realised she was gay when she was a soldier in the Women’s Royal Army Corps aged 17 in 1988.

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Today, Holly Willoughby and her co-host, Phillip, welcomed Kelly onto This Morning for her first public interview since coming out as gay.

When asked how she felt about coming out, Kelly said she felt a mixture of “relief and apprehension”.

“I needed to talk about this for myself and my own wellbeing and my own mental health,” she said. “The documentary was a way of me articulating the fear I’ve had for so many years.”

Dame Kelly opened up on the show (Credit: ITV)

What else did Dame Kelly Holmes say?

Dame Kelly then opened up about being gay in the army – during a time where it was illegal to be so.

“You’ve read about the rules of homosexuality in the army – that it was illegal to be gay,” Kelly said.

“And yet you can’t change who you are,” she continued. “So I grew up with that fear in my head, because I absolutely loved being a soldier in the army.”

“I was so scared that if anybody found out and this had been 34 years of being so scared that if they found out I could still be in trouble,” she confessed.

Phil, who came out as gay in 2020, then asked Kelly about the effect it had on her mental health.

She bravely said: “I became a self-harmer, I didn’t want to be here frankly at some point in my life.

“2020 I had a really bad breakdown and I knew if I couldn’t release it I didn’t know what I was going to do so I had to do it.”

Phillip teared up during the interview (Credit: ITV)

This Morning today

Kelly tearfully spoke about her mental health struggles and Phillip then started tearing up too as Holly supported him.

He struggled not to cry as he recalled how he commented on Kelly’s recent Instagram post not to be scared.

“I am relieved to finally do it but it’s hard to unravel everything. Responses are really helping me,” she said.

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“It’s that release and the final thing of releasing myself to have my life because I don’t feel I’ve lived my life,” she continued.

“I don’t feel like I’ve ever been happy.”

Kelly said she now feels like she can be happy.

She added that she hopes that she can change things and make sure people don’t live in fear of being gay.

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